New hopeful song!:D

I never really thought

of this song with the possibility to be hopeful. But today I listened to

 it on the bus,

then just now looked

up the lyrics.

It kinda is a hopeful song. Yay!:D

Whataya Want From Me - Adam Lambert

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don't give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

(So hey) just don't give up
I'm workin it out
Please don't give in,
I won't let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, i won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me

Society, you freaking SUCK!

I posted this on my facebook. I didnt care what anyone thought, its the truth and I let even my family read it. My moms ex husband, and my fucked up sister, and my best friends were the only ones to comment. Oh well. I think more people read it then commented. Well, hope so.

                   

Long time no quotes!

"The love of heaven makes one heavenly."

-William Shakespeare

"Real love stories never have endings."

-Richard Bach

Suncadia!!

Such a great expirence!!!

Religiously and socially!

Absolutely one of the best times of my life!

  

Stunningly beautiful resort! (4stars doesnt do it justice!!!)

Mike Penberthy is an AMAZING speaker!

People? The BEST!

Long time no see!!

Sorry for the lack of posts!

I havent had ANY free time in the past week and its been crazy!!

Dont worry though, Ill post everything!:)

Quotes to get you thinking!

"As love without esteem is capricious and volatile, esteem without love is languid and cold."

-Jonathan Swift.

 "All the ill that is in us comes from fear, and

 all the good from love."

-Elanor Farjeon 

"You must take personal responsibility.
You cannot change the circumstances,
the seasons, or the wind, but you can change yourself." - Jim Rohn

Some good songs at the moment!

Okay, my friend Kaylee sang this song, and I looked it up and its amazing!!!

Heres the link to the fabulous video--> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXSkd8apbWM

Heres the link to the lyrics--> http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jonny-diaz-lyrics/more-beautiful-you-lyrics.html

And I saw this song that my friend Trixy sang, and I found it on youtube. Its awesome!

Heres the link to the song/video--> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbCfyZHSQbE&feature=related

Heres the link to the lyrics--> http://www.francescamusic.com/tracks/beautiful-beautiful-lyrics

Day three

Well, I went to Walgreens to get some stuff for my trip, and well, to kill time.

 I got this awesome Meadowdale High school bear,

Two journals, and red lipstick!!!

 (Okay, I got other things too, I just like these the best)

Amazingness, right?

Day two (Yesterday)

Okay, yesterday I went shopping for last minute stuff

I will need on the Suncadia trip, like this uber

stylish hat and boots!!!

Awesome, right?

Scratching the surface

I heard this in a movie "I could write a thousand songs about him, and I'd just be scratching the surface."

And its so true! Usually I write a bajillion songs on that

special guy at the moment, but with Jon, its like,

hes to amazing to put into words! I could never write enough songs

about how amazing he is, but I will try.

Also, Shelly and Jeff broke up.

I thought they were so perfect!

And I didnt think they would ever break up! Gosh, if theres no hope for them,

wheres the hope for the rest of us!?

Also, Jeff talked to me about it before he actually broke up with her.

He told me the reasons he was going to break up, and I realized that I

 dont think those reasons apply with me and Jon.. I dont think Jon and I will break

up for a long, long time, if ever. Is it bad to have this much faith in our relationship?

Gosh this all feels like a dream... I guess maybe they brokeup cause maybe it was a

sign, like from the full moon, saying that Shelly and Jeff werent meant to be,

but Jon and I are, and that we need to fly, and be our own relationship and stop

 doing everything only cause Shelly and Jeff

wanted to do it. Ahh I dont know. 

Besides that, I told Devin that I had been cutting

 and the is uber disapointed in me. Oh well, I think

we're good, and that deal only made things worse.

 And now Im home free to cut.

Yay!

Oh, and Im going on Suncadia today, for 4 days.

 SOOOOO excited. And reallly hoping I dont get strepthroat,

menstruate, or have

somehting that ruins it. So excited!!!!!!

Also, Tony told me that he once attempted

suicide. Wow... And I thought he was perfect. Damn.

Glad to know hes not. Hes good at

helping... Cause I vented to him about the whole thing

about Jeff wanting to die,

and me saving him.

Also, Im trying to be less afraid. Like,

I'm afraid to go to Jons house alone, but thats all behind me.

Im not going to be afraid of anything.

Like when Im ice skating,

Im afraid of falling, not anymore.

Anywho, Hope everythings good for the world out there!

Quote!

"To fall in love is awfully simple, to fall out of love is simply awful."

-Unknown

"The secret of getting started is breaking
your complex, overwhelming tasks into
small manageable tasks, and then
starting on the first one."- Mark Twain

Sing by My Chemical Romance

The song Sing by My Chemical Romance is amazing! I prefer the Glee version, but I will post both links. Here!

Link to MCR verison--> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTgnDLWeeaM

Link to Glee version--> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EiP1B8VHmmY

Lyrics:

Sing by My Chemical Romance

Sing it out,
Boy, you got to see what tomorrow brings.
Sing it out,
Girl, you got to be what tomorrow needs.

For every time.
That they want to count you out,
Use your voice,
every single time you open up your mouth.

Sing it for the boys,
Sing it for the girls,
Every time that you lose it sing it for the world.
Sing it from the heart,
Sing it till you're nuts,
Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts.
Sing it for the deaf,
Sing it for the blind,
Sing about everyone that you left behind.
Sing it for the world,
Sing it for the world.

Sing it out,
Boy, they're gonna sell what tomorrow needs
Sing it out,
Girl, they're gonna kill what tomorrow brings
You've got to make a choice,
If the music drowns you out.
And raise your voice,
Every single time they try and shut your mouth.

Sing it for the boys,
Sing it for the girls,
Every time that you lose it sing it for the world.
Sing it from the heart,
Sing it till you're nuts,
Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts.
Sing it for the deaf,
Sing it for the blind,
Sing about everyone that you left behind.
Sing it for the world,
Sing it for the world.

Cleaned-up corporation progress,
Dying in the process.
Children that can talk about it,
Living on the webways.
People moving sideways,
Sell it till your last days.
Buy yourself the motivation,
Generation nothing.
Nothing but a dead scene,
Product of a white dream.
I am not the singer that you wanted,
but a dancer.
I refuse to answer,
Talk about the past,
Sir and wrote it for the ones who want to get away.

Keep running!

Sing it for the boys,
Sing it for the girls,
Every time that you lose it sing it for the world.
Sing it from the heart,
Sing it till you're nuts,
Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts.
Sing it for the deaf,
Sing it for the blind,
Sing about everyone that you left behind.
Sing it for the world,
Sing it for the world.

You've got to see what tomorrow brings!
Sing it for the world,
Sing it for the world.
Yeah, you've got to be what tomorrow needs!
Sing it for the world,
Sing it for the world

Funny Youtube videos:D

Here are some amazing videos, just thought I'd share these!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwC3-pkTopY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUGLtJrYIsw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7y-5zYD094s

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVQ4aLWLi8Q

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wX2SqL9EHQ8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvgN5gCuLac

Quotes to think about:)

"Happiness is like a cat, If you try to coax it or call it, it will avoid you; it will never come. But if you pay not attention to it and go about your business, you'll find it rubbing against your legs and jumping into your lap."- William Bennett

"Happiness is like a kiss. You must share it to enjoy it."-Bernard Meltzer
"Until you make peace with who you are, you'll never be content with what you have."-Doris Mortman
"You will never be happier than you expect. To change your happiness, change your expectation"-Bette Davis

Songs I want to listen to:D

On my pandora radio station, I have been favoriting a bunch of random songs i like. Here they are, to say theyre good songs, and as a note to self to me!:P

ILL by Chasing Shadows

Walk this way by Aerosmith

Soul Makossa by Lafayette Afro Rock Band

Murder She Wrote by Chaka Demus & Pliers

Start Again by Red

Youth of the Nation by P.O.D.

Phenomenon by Thousand Foot Krutch

Truely Madly Deeply-Savage Garden

Bother by Stone Sour

The Road Im on by 3 Doors Down

My Desire by Jeremy Camp

Indescribable by Chris Tomlin

All that Im asking for by Lifehouse

All who are thirsty by Kuttless

Everything Falls by Fee

Suburban Train by Tiesto

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs by Fall out Boy

All Star-Smash Mouth

All you need is love-The Beatles

Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright

Feild of Innocence by Evanesence

Black Hole sun by Soundgarden

Go Ahead by Fireflight

Eye of the Tiger-Survivor

Beautiful Endng by BarlowGirl

Dani California by Red Hot Chili Peppers

Havent Met you yet-Michale Buble

The Lining is Silver by Relient K

I have nothing by Charice

I love rock and roll by Joan Jett

The Kill by 30 seconds to mars

Headstrong by trapt

The crow and the butterfly-shinedown

Beautiful by akon

In the end by linkin park

Secrets I was going to post on SixBillionSecrets.com

My friend called me, having a breakdown telling me her dad started yelling at her in the middle of Olive Garden for being a terrible person. She is the friendliest person at school, but only few people know she used to cut, and has attempted suicide. I knew. I made my dad take me to her house, even though it was a school night, and I spent the night at her house. She told me the next day, I saved her from suicide and cutting. But I cut that night again...

After reading every single secret on this website, in my mind, all those "skinny" girls, must all be anorexic/bulemic. I am a 14yr old girl, and i weigh 145lbs. I know its probaly not true, but every skinny girl that im friends with, admits to it. I am not at all skinny, and when Im with them, I make sure they eat and dont throw it up. I care. I hope they're okay...

One photo a day

Well, my kamp kouncelor Doodles, recently decided to make a facebook photo album titled "Three. Six. Five." Where she posts one photo a day. I thought that was really cool, so I decided to try adn do that on here! If thats okay with you, world! Haha so today,

America, this is my best friend Shelly! We were in Walking for Fittness today, and it was pouring, so i gave her my sweatshirt to use as a hood to protect her oh-so-precious hair! Haha good times:)

Someone might surprise you today.

Well, someone you always thought was perfect, and had a flawless life, away from bad, and darkness.

Then they tell you that their life is far from perfect.

You'll be surprised.

Valentines day!

It wasnt the big, night on the town, or hot an heavy night in bed this year.

I like it that way though:)

It was small, meaningful, lovely, and amazing :)

He said he was going to make me something in his stained glass class, and he said it will take a while,and probaly be done in March, but i cant wait! And then he gave me a lil' box of chocolates! He held me, and kissed me more at school then he usually does, and I felt like the best girl in the world!

Plus, I finally kind of told my dad that my friends were setting me up, so now he kinda sorta knows. Which is good, cause I didnt realize how badly it was hurting me with him not knowing.

Also, happy friggen Singles Awareness Day!

According to you-Orianthi

Never related to this song before Jon came along..... <3

According to you-Orianthi

Link--> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pu1aQvm5MrU

Lyrics!

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place
According to you I suck at telling jokes
'Cause I always give it away

I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I need to feel appreciated
Like I'm not hated, oh no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad, you're making me dizzy

But according to me you're stupid, you're useless
You can't do anything right

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
Baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you, you
According to you, you

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right

Found this at the store...

Hunky monkey, right!?



Gotta love this!

Jon deserves better

Ever feel like your not good enough for someone?

Well I do.

All the time; with everyone.

Now... my boyfriend... it probaly the most amazing person I have ever met...

He is just perfect. Simple as that.

I couldnt feel worse then I do right now... He shouldnt have to put up with me, my scars, my past, or who I am.

I am sorry, Jon. I really am.

Songs to check out:

Well, on Yahoo! Answers I ask what songs are like, sad or lovey dovey, and I always get about 20 responces, and I hardly ever have time to check them out.

Also, I will make the font red

So here are the list of songs that I got for "Lovey Dovey "

Amos Lee- Sweet Pea.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YRIgvtQYEmA

Bright Eyes: First Day of My Life

 

Especially For You- mymp

Demis Roussos - Forever and ever http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F7cxqX6Q3…
Goodbye my love goodbye http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nZKMm-nO…

Top Albums by Demis Roussos http://www.amazon.com/gp/redirect.html?i…

Here are some sad songs:

Luther Vandross~ Dance With My Father

Butterfly kisses-Bob Carlisle

Mad World by Gary Jules

 

Jon Secada~ Angel

Jon Secada~ Just Another Day

Desiree~ Kissing You

Nothing But The Girl~ Like The deserts Miss The Rain

 

Lucy by Skillet

Stay by Miley Cyrus

The Scientist by Coldplay

 

"Tears in Heaven" Eric Clapton (1992)

"He Stopped Loving Her Today" George Jones (1980)

"Hurt" Nine Inch Nails (1994) | Johnny Cash (2002)

"Everybody Hurts" REM (1992)

"Crying" Roy Orbison (1962)

"It's Over" Roy Orbison (1964)

"Alone Again (Naturally)" Gilbert O'Sullivan (1972)

"Yesterday" The Beatles (1965)

"If" Bread (1971)

"Honey" Bobby Goldsboro (1968)

"Cat's in the Cradle" Harry Chapin (1974)

"Dust in the Wind" Kansas (1977)

"Last Kiss" Pearl Jam (2006)

"Nothing Compares 2 You" Sinead O'Conner (1990)

"Hallelujah" Jeff Buckley (1994)

"Everything I Own" Bread (1972)

"Mad World" Gary Jules (2003)

"Eleanor Rigby" The Beatles (1966)

"I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry" Hank Williams (1949)

"Superstar" Karen Carpenter (1969)

"Iris" Goo Goo Dolls (1998)

"Memory" (aka "Memories") Elaine Paige (1983) | Barbra Streisand (1981)

"Love Hurts" Nazareth (1975)

"Drive" The Cars (1984)

"Dance With My Father" Luther Vandross (2003)

 

February Stars by Foo Fighters

Seasons in the Sun by Terry Jacks

 

Highway 40 Blues by Ricky Skaggs

 

At Seventeen by Janis Ian

Landslide by Fleetwood Mac

 

If I Could Read Your Mind by Gordon Lightfoot

Shelter From The Storm by Bob Dylan

 

http://worldssaddestsongs.com/

Beiber Movie!

Yeah, I'm kinda stereotypical! I am going to see the Beiber movie tomrow night:D No, not premier night in like three and a half hours. but tomrow night at eleven pm! Yay! So excited! 

Plus! My boyfriend is fabulous! He is antibieber, but he said he might go to the movie just to make me happy! <3 Now, if he will actually go through with coming is a different story, but its really sweet that he would even say that:) My boyfriend is the best!

Oil and Water-Incubus

My good friend Tony turned me on to Incubus. He described it as, and I quote "His voice is nothing less than orgasmic." So, ofcourse, I just had to look it up. I mean, orgasmic voice? Yes!

Link to song --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uHsvLxu3GU

Lyrics to song -->

Oil and Water By Incubus

You and I are like oil and water
And we've been trying, trying trying
Ohhhh, to mix it up.
We've been dancing on a volcano
And we've been crying, crying, crying
Over blackened souls.
Babe, this wouldn't be the first time,
it will not be the last time.
There is no parasol that would shelter this weather.
I been smiling with anchors on my shoulders
But I've been dying, dying, dying
Ohh, Ohh, Oh to let them go.
Babe, this wouldn't be the first time,
it will not be the last time.
There is no parasol that would shelter this weather.
Babe, this wouldn't be the first time,
it will not be the last time.
We were trying to believe that everything would get better.
We've been lying to each other
Hey! Babe! Let's just call it what it is!
Oil and Water!
Oil and Water!
Oil and Water!

Never thought this could be true...

I've heard people say that they dont have time in their lives for a relationship before, and I never really understood what they meant.

I never saw how you could possibly not have time in your life to be loved.

But right now, things just seem so hectic and complicated, its hard to schedule time to be with him.

The only thing I can think about is him though.

Im worried that I don't have time for a relationship right now... But I know I will make it work :D

Oh! AND the song I'm listening to right now just said "Give us time to shine"!

I think that means something!!! ;D

Pray-Justin Bieber

Kay, not to be a stereotypical 14 yr old girl, but I do like Justin Bieber, cause his songs have good lyrics, lol.

This is one of my favorite songs by him. Its called Pray :)

Heres the link to the video: --> http://www.vevo.com/watch/justin-bieber/pray/USUV71002691

Here are the lyrics!

Pray-Justin Bieber

Ohh Ohh Ohh .. and I pray
I just cant sleep tonight.
Knowing that things aint right.
Its in the papers, its on the tv, its everywhere that I go.
Children are crying.
Soldiers are dying
Some people don't have a home
But I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain, hey
Can you tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight.
And when I sit up, cause my dinner is still on my plate.
Ooo I got a vision, to make a difference.
And its starting today.

Cause I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain, hey

Haven`t tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray
For the broken-hearted.
I pray for the life not started
I pray for all the ones not breathing.
I pray for all the souls in need.
I pray. Can you give em one today.
I just cant sleep tonight
Can someone tell how to make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and I pray

I pray ..

I close my eyes and pray ..

Just some quotes for ya!:)

Love is happiness on fire

-The Perfect Man movie

Love doesn't make the world go 'round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.-Franklin P. Jones

Love is like an hourglass with the heart filling up
as the brain empties-Jules Renard

Boyfriends gift for valentines day!?

Okay, well this is my first Valentines day with a real boyfriend and I swear, all the tv shows, radio ads and stuff is all about what guys get for girls. Its not that hard for guys, I mean get your girl a teddy bear and call it good! But then you cant get a guy a teddy bear!!!!! Oh golly, what do I get him?!

My life as liz season 2!!!!!!

Remember awhile back when I said that the show on MTV called "My life as Liz" is probaly the best show on the planet?

Well its true.

And the day has come that season 2 airs. Can't wait!!!!

Local landmark moved:(

Okay, well you know when you live by something totally cool, then it moves.. and its kinda sad?

Well, there was a really cool pawn shop on the corner of my street, Pawn Fathers. And the coolest part? all over the building was graffitied words like "Loans", "Music", "Movies", "Buy", and "Sell".

And awhile ago they moved, and its all painted over... and sad:(

Everything-Lifehouse

I love this song. Its so powerful and beautiful and calming. I came home from hanging from my former best friend; Tristan one day, in May 2010, and I remember it was the best day of my life, cause we chilled at his house then went to his friends house and then it was basically the best day of my life. I came home and that was the song that related perfectly to how I was feeling (basically in love with Tristan). And till this day, that song reminds me of him more then anything. And even though we are kind of done being friends now, that song still makes me smile:)

Heres the link to the song:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjDojEOiMcE

Heres the lyrics to the song. Think about what they mean:)

Find me here, speak to me
I want to feel You, I need to hear You
You are the light that's leading me
To the place where I find peace again

You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose, You're everything

How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and You give me rest
You hold me in Your hands, You won't let me fall
You steal my heart, and You take my breath away
Would You take me in, take me deeper now

How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/lifehouse-lyrics/everything-lyrics.html]
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?

'Cause You're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything

You're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything

And how can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with You and not be moved by You?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?
Would You tell me, how could it be any better than this?

Something on my mind

Okay, so I'll be straight forward here.

When people are straight forward with you. You will usually end up crying.

Right?

Got my valentines!

Well, febuary is coming fast, and that means one thing. Valentines! I love giving out valentines!!! I got three different kinds this year! I got Picture search valentines, Puppy and kitens ones, then Disney Princess ones! Yay!

Valentines day sucks tho, like, for single people, and people in a relationship, cause people who are single feel suckish, then people in a relationship have to do all that mushy valentines day crap. Now, this might just be me, being a girl, but I hate nothing more then getting gifts from people. Especially guys!!!!! I just feel... so.. BLAH! Especially if they spent money on it!! Ahh am I the only one who feels this way? And to make matters worse, this valentines day, I just happen to have a boyfriend!

Me and Monsters!

Well, I had my first real Monster at the Silvertips game, that me and Shelly went to last week. But, since, I have had like 3!!!!! The one I had at the silvertips game, kept me going all weekend, with like 5 hours of sleep total!

Then the one they gave us at the game that I drank tuesday morning, made my pulse go to 280 when I was sitting in class, doing nothing (Yeah, that monstor all to myself, was a very bad idea), and made me..... crazy!

Then Shelly had one today, and I drank some of it, and I wasn't that crazy, but I had enough to keep me awake and be a little on the hyper side, so thats good enough:)

And today also, one of the best seniors at my school, Logan, got his winter wish to come true, and got 4 monters!!! He was cool enough to give me one too!!! So, just a warning, tomorow, I might be a little hyper....

And thats the story of me and monters! So, if you want me to be normal, dont give me one. But, if you want me to be a crazy bitch of a phsycopath, who is dangerously hyper and seriously might explode, then give me a MONSTER!

A song that made me feel good

Well, a couple years ago, when I was 10 I, I went to a retreat at my friends church, they played a song, and it was like, the best song ever, and then it was super awesome. The chorus was "Oh, happy day! I'll never be the same" And that was all I remembered, but I always wanted to hear it again, but for some crazy reason, I never thought of YouTubing "Happy day"... to even see what comes up. So, a couple days ago, I was bored and I YouTube it. I found the song!!! I listened to it, and it was the same one! Then, I bought it online, and I fell in love with it! But, lately (all week) I had this nagging thing in the back of my head telling me I bought a good song and I should listen to it, but I couldn't remember what it was! So, last night I remembered! And then I have kinda been listening to it all day!!! Here's the link to the song: http://www.YouTube.com/watch?v=QwJV-qVUXuI and here are the lyrics!

Happy Day!!

The greatest day in history, Death is beaten
You have rescued me
Sing it out Jesus is alive
The empty cross, The empty grave
Life eternal You have won the day
Shout it out Jesus is alive
He's alive

Oh happy day, happy day
You washed my sin away
Oh happy day, happy day
I'll never be the same
Forever I am changed

When I stand, in that place
Free at last, meeting face to face
I am Yours Jesus You are mine
Endless joy, perfect peace
Earthly pain finally will cease
Celebrate Jesus is alive
He's alive

Oh happy day, happy day
You washed my sin away
Oh happy day, happy day
I'll never be the same oh no

Forever I am changed


Oh what a glorious day
What a glorious way
That You have saved me
Oh what a glorious day
What a glorious name

Yeah

Oh happy day, happy day
You washed my sin away
Oh happy day, happy day
I'll never be the same
Forever I am changed

What a glorious glorious day,
I'll never be the same

Quotes that mean something!

No man can think clearly when his fists are clenched. ~George Jean Nathan

Home is not where you live, but where they understand you. ~Christian Morgenstern

Emotions are naught to be tormented, for they can kill a person in more ways than one.~David Garrison

Something to think about

Sponges and tongues are frequently misspelled. Is it because both are thirsty?

Got KATY PERRY tickets!!! :D

On saturaday I think I posted that I didn't get the Katy Perry Tickets I wanted, but I called my daddy, he gave me his credit card number, and I bought them!!! They are on the upper section and to the left of the stage, but I am still gonna see Katy Perry! Woo!!!! And my best friend Shelly is gonna be coming with! Yay! :D Im sooo happy!

Also, this picture of katy perry is her with out makeup. Cause shes always photographed with makeup, which is silly cause she looks beautiful without makeup too!

F****** Perfect~P!nk

Okay, I know I already posted stuff about this song, the music video, under my post "Something that made me cry today", cause, well its a pretty powerful song! And I don't think I actually typed out the lyrics. Well, here they are, sorry about it being late, but yeah... This song is amazing:]

**On a sidenote, the video for this song on Youtube.com is way different and more censored then the actual music video that you buy on itunes. I found that out the hard way.. :P

Fuckin' Perfect~P!nk

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less thank f*kin' perfect,
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're perfect to me...

Sunrise at school!?!

When I arrived at school, this morning, at about 6:52am, I noticed that the sky was partially pinkish orange. The sun was rising... as I was at school... Am I the only one who thinks that's just crazy!?! I personaly think that if the sun is rising, and you're at school. Then your at school to Goddamn early!!!