Im just one hell of a mess lately. I can hardly admit any of it to myself, but I am my own problem. I guarantee you if I didnt cut, I wouldnt be begging myself to commit suicide. If i didnt cut, I wouldnt be unhappy. If I didnt cut, I wouldnt be pushing the few people who care away. If I didnt cut, I wouldnt be a bitch to you. If I didnt cut, I wouldnt be making you worry...